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This quote from “Q” in a meme refers to “The Great Awakening”. This is the process wherein humanity “awakens” to Ultimate Truth.



In my first post in the Q series, I asked several unusual questions that I’ll now address.  Since you may be new to my blog, I’ll again ask you to keep an open mind and give some serious consideration to this post.

I can only speak for myself, of course, but one of the biggest “selling points” to the Q material has been the nearly overwhelming breadth of evidence pointing to its legitimacy. Although much of this information has been termed as “conspiracy theory” by conventional and mainstream sources—and some has even been openly disclosed as “necessary disinformation” by Q, I just can’t ignore what my own eyes, ears, and intuition are telling me.

In addition to the Q material, I’ve spent quite a few years researching the nature of our world and our own human experience.  My study has led me through the “rabbit holes” of religion, spirituality, metaphysics, and other esoteric topics, including a deep and detailed examination of our own perceived physical reality.  I’ve found that so-called conventional science doesn’t even come close to explaining many aspects of our existence—and what mainstream scientists claim to be “spooky” or “pseudo-science” may, in many cases, actually be much closer to the mark.  Q has often referred to the “40,000-foot view” as the higher point from which a much broader view of truth may be seen, so I guess this post might be examining things from an even higher “80,000-foot” perspective.

One only has to look into the concept of Quantum Entanglement, the well known “Double-Slit Experiment”, Cymatics, or Dr. Masuro Emoto’s work with water to understand that our reality may not be at all what we’re told.  Einstein’s own assertion that time is an illusion should be enough to convince us that things are not what they seem to be.  Furthermore, if one considers the generally accepted scientific fact that 99.9999999999999% of an atom is “empty space”, then what we perceive as “solid” really isn’t.  It’s just our current perspective that makes it seem so.  If one considers the idea that our physicality is purely energetic, it seems quite evident that our “reality” may not be quite so “real” after all!

For me, the evidence that life exists beyond our own physical senses and bodies is both overwhelming and incontrovertible.  The millions of highly credible accounts relating to reincarnation, Near-Death Experiences (NDEs), psychic ability, channeling, Astral Travel, Out-Of-Body Experiences (OBEs), Remote-Viewing (RV), After-Death Communications (ADCs), past-life regression, and countless other “scientifically unexplainable” phenomena have left me quite certain that the truth of human consciousness far exceeds what those of learned “authority” have told us.

When one closely examines the origins and purposes of the so-called, “Deep State”, it becomes evident that they’ve been concealing much, much more of this knowledge than they openly admit.  In fact, a thorough study of esoteric or “occult” (hidden) wisdom reveals that many of those “in the shadows” have selfishly kept this vast wealth of information to themselves—specifically so they may control and exploit the remainder of humanity.

Beyond the obvious “selfishness” of this practice, could there actually be a much larger purpose for this deception?

What if—and this is a purely hypothetical question, this so-called “reality” is all just an elaborate ruse?

What if this human physicality, life experience, or perceived reality is just a spiritual “game” that we’re all playing?

What if the so-called Deep State (“bad guys” in this scenario) was simply a catalyst—a spiritually clandestine group knowingly playing a role to distract us from the remembrance of ourselves as Divine, Eternal Souls?

I know the concept is a difficult one to grasp, but it might help to think about the science-fiction movie, “Avatar”.  In this movie (which I highly recommend watching by the way) a team of scientists has developed technology that allows humans to shift their consciousness from their physical bodies to artificially created “alien” ones.  In the movie, they use this technology in an effort to explore and conquer an alien world.

To expand on this idea for our purposes, let’s consider our current human “physical” forms as the alien “avatars” in that story.  In a similar manner to the humans in Avatar, our true, full consciousness lies at a much broader “soul” level.  The difference between us (in this physical, human experience) and the avatars in the movie is that we’ve simply forgotten who we really are.  This “forgetting” (sometimes referred to as “The Veil of Forgetfulness”) is actually necessary for us to have this experience.  After all, if we knew who and what we really were, it wouldn’t be that real of an experience, now would it?

I know that’s a difficult concept to grasp—and it may seem like complete science-fiction, so I’ll just leave that idea there.

So to come around full circle and bring it all back to the topic at hand, I’ll ask another question.  What if our whole “reality” was simply an energetic, physical manifestation of our thoughts—and Q was simply part of an awakening process to help us remember our Truest and Highest Self?  What if Q (along with many others, of course) was helping to show us one of the ways to create a future that is entirely different from what the “Deep State” has planned for us?

If you’re here now, reading these words, it’s because you brought yourself to this place for some reason.  As Q has often said in their posts, “Everything has meaning.”  Q has also asked many, many times, “Do you believe in coincidences?”

Quite frankly, I don’t.  After years of exploring metaphysics and the increasingly strange nature of our “reality”, I’m now 100% certain that what we usually consider to be random “coincidences” aren’t.  I prefer to think of these manifestations as “synchronicities”. Far from being random, I see them as very gentle “winks or nods” from “Spirit” (or “God” if you prefer) to remind us of our own Divinity.  They are subtle signs Spirit uses to catch our attention—to show us that special, perhaps even magical, transformative opportunities may be available to us if we remain open to and trust in them.

Who is Q?

If I were asked to provide an accurate personal or group identity to “Q”, I certainly couldn’t do it.  Whether it’s one person, a male, a female, a group, or a bona fide, authorized government representative, I can’t say.  That said, I do believe that Q is a group and, at this point, I’m 100% certain they are legitimate.  I suppose only time will tell.  As Q also often says, “Future will prove past.”

To bring this series to its final close, I recently read a rather humorous comment somewhere.  The author jokingly said something to the effect that Q might be “God in disguise”.  Since I honestly believe that each and every one of us is “God in Action”, then I must say that I have to agree—one hundred percent!

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Meme featuring the “Q” quote, “Stay the course. WWG1WGA (Where We Go One, We Go All!”


In the first post of this multi-part blog series, I made the very bold suggestion that the question, “Who is Q?” could prove to be one of the most important questions you ever ask yourself in this life.  Today, with even more conviction, I stand by that statement.

I know what you must certainly be thinking.

Seriously?  How could a “conspiracy theory” really be that important?  I can think of lots of questions that are much more important!  Questions like, “Will you marry me?” “Where’d I come from, Mom—no, really?” And there’s the really big question everyone has experienced at least once in their lifetime, “Where did that one stupid sock go?” While I’m thinking about it, let’s not forget the inevitable follow-up to that question, “How on earth did that get there?”

Missing socks and mysterious reappearances aside, the question of Q becomes of vital importance when one looks at the much larger picture.  If one thinks of it from the “40,000 foot view” (as Q likes to put it) or even the 80,000 foot view (as I’ll eventually lead you), this question can literally change everything in and about your own world.

There’s little doubt that even the simple act of questioning Q has already had a significant effect.  If you’ve followed this series of posts alone, you’ve likely explored and considered not only Q, but the concepts of:

            4-Chan and Anons

            Secret societies, S@t@nism, and Deep State

            Corrupted public officials, institutions, and mainstream media

            Coded language and communications

            Duality and spiritual warfare

            Censorship, mental programming, and control

            Positive messaging, “White Hats”, and peaceful change

            “The Great Awakening”, Unity, and our Collective Consciousness

If at least one of these ideas is new to you, then congratulations—you’ve probably expanded your own mind a bit, even if you don’t agree with or believe everything I’ve written.  For some of you, all of this may seem a bit “out there.”  I get it.  We’re not used to being able to look at these kinds of things without being ridiculed, harassed, or being referred to as “tin-foil hat wearing nut jobs.”  When you look all at this from a much broader perspective however, these dismissals are actually a part of the control narrative.  We’re not allowed to consider anything that might possibly contradict the Deep State, spoon-fed narratives.  We’re not allowed to “think outside the boxes” that Deep State so generously gives us.  After all, by doing so, we just might discover something that’s much closer to the truth—if not actually the Truth itself.

For anyone who has been at all curious about how these concepts apply to our current human experience (and perhaps even beyond) this may be just the beginning of your own search for Truth.  I realize many of you may be new to many of the ideas I’ve previously discussed in my blog, but I would argue that we literally have the power to change our reality.  That’s why the Deep State has worked so hard to control and limit humanity for such a long time.  They don’t want us to know that we are just as powerful as they are—in fact, we are the vast majority and we are actually much more powerful than they are!

Think about the many ways we’re limited.  In government, for example, we’re largely forced to choose between two carefully manipulated and often diametrically opposed parties.  In either case however, we’ve given our energy and executive power to someone else so they can act “on our behalf”.  But do they—really?

In many organized religions, we’re led to believe that we’re deeply flawed, weak, and unworthy of a Divinity that is somehow very separate from us—or that we must be “saved” from eternal damnation by other beings that are far superior to us.  In your heart, do you really and truly feel this is true?

In sharp contrast to the images presented by these self-proclaimed “authorities”, we often learn that there is a very large “double standard” at play.  We see, more and more frequently, that those whom we’ve trusted were probably never worthy of our trust at all.  Politicians, priests, sports coaches, and even teachers (just to name a few) have frequently abused their power to take advantage of and even victimize others.

But the manipulations certainly don’t end there.  Our scientific, health care, educational, and corporate institutions have collectively tricked us into believing in the inevitability of illness, inferiority, and lack.  They feed upon these insecurities to sell us far more products and services than we ever truly need.  Think about the constant struggles we modern humans have—all to achieve an “acceptable” standard of living.  We’re driven to consume, consume, consume—and to hell with the consequences that we and our environment must bear.

We’re driven by an artificial need to buy the latest and greatest technology, the nicest homes and furnishings, the highest rated luxury cars, and the largest televisions we can possibly afford.  We willingly go into debt for an education that we may—or may not even need.  We’re told that our taxes are needed to pay for many things—national defense, roads and infrastructure, public safety, public health, as well as countless welfare and entitlement services.  And as if that weren’t enough, we have to pay dearly for everything else—health care, medications, Internet service, electricity, insurance, gasoline, food, and even water.

I just have to ask the simple question…why are all these costs so extreme?  Why does our military need to spend $10,000.00 on a toilet seat when the rest of us can buy one at a local home improvement store for around 15 bucks?  Why are health care and even life-saving medications so ridiculously expensive?  How can health care for a “healthy” family cost as much or more than their monthly mortgage payment?  Is this truly so that a corrupt few can line their pockets with our money?

It’s important for us to see that, within all this Deep State manipulation, there are built-in opportunities for massive levels of corruption, fraud, and waste.  It is through these that we’ve been driven into a state of eternal debt.  We’re also being relentlessly driven into helpless conditions of stress, addiction, and illness.  Everywhere we turn, we’re confronted with coordinated Deep State messages of division, hatred, and fear.  And we’re only too happy to buy into their “problem-reaction-solution” paradigm.  The fact is, we’ve all been blindly led into a system that has subtly but literally enslaved us—and it’s done so without our even realizing it.

What if we could change all that?

What if we could expose the full extent of this extreme corruption and control—and unmask all who took advantage of our innocence and trust for their own selfish gains?

What if we could start all over again—and essentially “re-boot” all these unsustainable and inhumane systems?

Finally, what if we could transform these systems into something that is transparent, fair, and to the benefit of all—not just an elite few?

This is actually what’s possible and this is what Q is asking us to do.

The transformation process must begin, not at the “top”, where we’ve been told all the power lies.  It must begin instead with us—each and every one.  We have the power.  We have the individual and collective power to change our world and everything in it—and every one of us is a vital part of this change.  We can begin by simply recognizing this power and standing in it.  We become unstoppable once we learn this—and once we begin to stand together as one.

Do you now see and understand how important these questions are?

If so and you agree, I ask you to stand with me and many others as we work together to build a brighter future.  I’ve said it before—and I’ll keep saying it as long as it’s necessary.

Stand strong, Patriots.

We not only can do this, we are doing it.  Together.

Love Always,


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Meme from the Internet, “People will need to be guided. Do not be afraid.” “Q”


As I start to bring this series of posts to a close, there’s one more extremely important point I’d like to make.  Despite all the Deep State efforts to sow seeds of fear, division, hatred, and violence, these seeds are artificial.  They can’t survive in an environment that is vibrating at a highly charged and positive energetic level.  In fact, this is an environment in which the Deep State itself can’t survive.

Everything we’re seeing now supports this conclusion—the awakening of the public and exposure of deep-seated corruption in our systems, the installation of ethical leaders to office, and the departure (whether voluntary or not) of those leaders who are not.  We’re seeing it in the willingness of everyday people to stand up and speak out against violence, tyranny, and control.  We’re even seeing it in the self-destruction of ancient and oppressive control systems, and the increasing angst and resistance to positive change being shown by those who remain deeply entrenched in old, manipulative programs of victimization and disempowerment.

Q has often said, and most savvy Anons well understand, that the truth about our hidden past and its dark, perverted underbelly is profoundly ugly.  Many of those who are yet unaware of (or are perhaps even rejecting) this truth are  in a fragile mental state already.  They’ve been lashing out in their frustration, threatening or actually carrying out violent acts—and many are even openly calling for the assassination of the President of the United States!  For these people, hearing the ultimate truth about their thoroughly corrupted leaders, institutions, and celebrity heroes may indeed prove too much for them to handle.

Rather early on in the Q material (post #142), Q stated, “The truth would put 99% of people in the hospital.  It must be controlled.”  Think about the gravity of this idea for a moment.

I’d like to take this opportunity to make another point.  Many Q researchers and supporters have slowly awakened to the severity of this corruption over a period of years.  Some (including myself) have even had decades to discover and adjust to the Truth.  Those who have been heavily programmed by and still deeply believe the Deep State narratives will suddenly be faced with something that is almost entirely beyond their comprehension.  The sudden shock of this truth may simply be too much for many of them.  Like anyone with a severe mental illness, their behavior is likely to be wildly irrational, aggressive, or even violent.  If you are faced with someone who is having such a crisis—or if you are experiencing any of these signs yourself, please seek professional help immediately.

A meme which urges us to “Keep Calm and QAnon.”

If you have as yet been unable to help “awaken” those in your family, circle of friends, workplace, or community, and they are struggling to accept the truth, please try to help them understand what’s happening in as calm and gentle a manner as possible.  Q has often said that we are the guides.  We are the voice.  We are the calm before and during the storm.  Remember that this was one of the major purposes of the Q Movement and a large part of “The Plan” was to educate and awaken many who could assist others once things started happening rapidly.  Q often reminds us—and I’d like to do the same:

“You are not alone in this fight.”

“We are the majority (growing).”

“Trust in your President!”

“Trust in yourself.”

“Stay the course and trust the plan.”

Things may seem a bit more difficult before they get better, but I’ve no doubt.  They will get better.  I keep picturing and intending a smooth transition to a much brighter future—one in which there is unity, peace between nations and all peoples.  It’s a future in which we have complete transparency within our governments and complete confidence not just in the abilities and guiding principles of our leaders, but of ourselves and our neighbors as well.

No, we are not alone.  And yes, we not only can do this, we are doing it.


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This meme from the Internet features a quote from President Trump referring to the American People: “The only force strong enough to save our country is us.”


If it wasn’t made perfectly clear in my previous posts or the video link I posted several days ago (“Q—The Plan To Save The World”), one of the biggest questions besides the obvious one (Who is Q?) is the one I asked in Part Two of this series.

Why would a government official post cryptic messages on a “fringe”, unregulated message board?

The obvious answer, of course, is that the Q team couldn’t rely on a corrupted Deep State media to disseminate anything even remotely positive or truthful about their motives or operations, much less anything that would counter or threaten the Deep State itself—and that’s clearly what Q is all about.  It’s now apparent that the Q team cleverly began a “grassroots” effort to bypass the mainstream media blockade, “seed public consciousness”, and ultimately disseminate its own message.

What better way could there be than to pique the interest of first hundreds, then thousands, and eventually tens of thousands of skeptical and inquisitive Anons?  If tens of thousands of determined Anons couldn’t generally discredit or disprove it, then surely the Q material must be able to stand upon its own merits.  Everyone loves a mystery, after all—and with a largely unregulated and anonymous communications platform, it would be quite difficult for the Deep State and its minions to suppress the effort and the message.  And, as evidenced in my previous posts, they certainly tried!  In fact, many others and I find their resistance quite telling.  If Q and its provocative message is truly “just a conspiracy theory” (or “LARP”), then why has there been such a concerted and public effort by the Deep State and its “puppet” media to crush it?

In several posts, Q actually hinted at their reasons for posting their “drops” on an anonymous public discussion board.  In post #1339, for example, Q wrote,

“Patriots do NOT reveal classified information.
Why do we communicate this way?
Think for yourself…”

“We established a series of ‘proofs’ for this specific reason.
Coincidence after Coincidence.
Growth due to confirmations.
Real source(s) communicating w/ the people.

In post #1114, Q re-posted an Anon’s comments that summarized the issue perfectly,

“Q can’t just disclose specifics about a situation or operation without violating security protocol. Instead they drop questions and statements that lead to answers that can be understood once the subject becomes public.”

To further justify the tactic of using a public discussion board, Q drops encouraged, inspired, and motivated Anons and interested parties to conduct their own research. This kind of approach is much more effective at making a lasting impression and generating interest than simply disgorging information just to be taken at face value.  By gathering, compiling, analyzing, validating, and sharing this information themselves, Q researchers were eventually not only able to build a massive database of supporting evidence, they were able to establish a strong sense of community as well—one that would allow them to support one another and the Q/Patriot Movement that inspired it.

For me, one of the greatest attractions of this movement was not just its overall sense of community, but the resonant positivity that came with it.  While Deep State narratives always focus on dis-empowerment and division, fear, conflict, and resistance, the Q Movement espoused personal responsibility and unity, confidence, and justice instead.  The vast majority of the Q messages were universally supportive, despite the very ugly things they revealed (or, more accurately, “illuminated”).  For many of us who had done a great deal of prior research on these topics, little that surfaced was new or a surprise.  What was new was the possibility that many of these so-called “conspiracy theories” were finally being acknowledged, albeit in a very vague way, through what might eventually prove to be an official source.

What follows are representative samples of many of the positive Q messages for your consideration.  I ask, in all fairness, do any of these seem to exhibit, encourage, or condone irrational, violent, or even offensive behavior? I’ll let you be the judge.

“Think logically.”

“There is nothing more precious than our children.”

“They want you to live in fear/divided.”

“Nothing is more powerful than the public being awake.”

“We will shine light.  There is nowhere to hide.”

 “There will be no civil war.  Coordinated MSM hysteria designed to instill fear…”

“Trust in your President.”

“The American People are awake.”

 “Power will return to the people.”

“No one person is above another. Where we go one, we go all.”

“Patriots have no skin color.”

“Think for yourself.  Trust yourself.  Courage.  Together.”

“You have a choice. Do what is right.”

“Let Justice be served.”

“Good wins.”

I don’t know about you, but I fail to see how the Q/Patriot Movement can be perceived as anything but positiveunless, of course, one is complicit in Deep State dogma or activities.  Then I can certainly understand why they’d wish to stop it—and stop it at any cost.  To anyone with any common sense whatsoever, it must be clear that the Q/Patriot Movement is a dire threat to anyone who engages in violence, corruption, or criminal activity.  In fact, for many of these people, Justice will mean a complete loss of their family and friends, livelihood, assets, freedom, and perhaps even their lives.  Put quite simply, they stand to lose everything.

I urge you to consider the gravity of these last few sentences and use them as context to fully understand the extreme level of resistance and vitriol we’ve been seeing from so many “elites” and their unquestioning “followers” recently.  Make no mistake, their corrupt way of life is seriously threatened and they truly have no choice but to fight back—and fight back hard.  Fortunately, for the freedom-loving people of all nations and for the good of humanity, it won’t be enough.

Before I wind up my thoughts for the day, I’d like to make one last point about the question of Q and his, her, or their “identity”.  Who is Q?  At this point, it doesn’t even really matter.  While an official presidential or governmental acknowledgement of the group’s legitimacy will one day become necessary and this disclosure will be incredibly helpful to the public’s understanding of these events, the entity known as “Q” has already done its job.  It has sparked interest, shone a brilliant light on much of the corruption that currently exists in our world, and sounded a clarion call for Freedom-Loving Patriots everywhere to stand up and be counted.  The Movement has clearly taken on a life of its own—and it’s apparent that it can no longer be stopped.

Several weeks ago, I felt I had summarized the Q Movement and its philosophy in just a few words.  They have since become my own personal “mantra” and I’ll proudly share them here:

“’Q’ is the body of American Patriots in whose heart the Light of Liberty refuses to die.”

With each new beat of our collective, patriotic heart, this extraordinary movement becomes increasingly clear—and far more powerful, because Q is not just one, it is many.  It is all of us, TOGETHER.  It is we, The People, who are Q—and WWG1WGA.

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Meme from the Internet: “They can’t stop Truth. They can’t stop us.


In my previous posts, I wrote about how the “Deep State” has manipulated public opinion by promoting division, conflict, and even violence—almost certainly for millennia.  They’ve done this through many, many mediums over the years, including today’s so-called “mainstream” media.  For decades, this platform has been subtly and even overtly used as a means to spread Deep State propaganda and narratives to a largely unsuspecting public.  All the while, its pundits have claimed to be “champions” for transparency, truth, and Freedom of Speech.  It has now become quite obvious to all except the most heavily indoctrinated that nothing could be farther from the truth.

This is precisely why President Trump has declared that the mainstream media is “Public Enemy Number One”.  Much of this concept has also been disclosed in the Q material, most recently as it relates to the relatively new and technologically driven “social media” platforms of Facebook and Twitter.

Once one has awakened to the manipulations of the Deep State, it becomes abundantly clear how these platforms, in particular, have been subverted and “weaponized” against us.  Think about all the sensitive, highly personal data people have voluntarily surrendered to just these two technological “giants”.  Behind a very thin veil of “privacy” and “security”, we’ve entrusted these companies with all our deeply personal—and even intimate photos and information.  We’ve eagerly shared family photos, vacations, and histories.  Then there are our religious views, political opinions, likes and dislikes.  We’ve entrusted our habits, hobbies, work relationships, deepest thoughts, feelings, and even DNA profiles to these massive, “friendly” conglomerates.

Sure, it’s been a fun and sometimes helpful distraction, but was it really wise?

Quite clearly, all these platforms have significant vulnerabilities.  They’re subject to compromise by hackers, self-serving or unethical employees, and most certainly even Deep State intelligence agencies.  President Dwight D. Eisenhower himself, on his final day in office in 1961, warned us about our vulnerability to misplaced power in the form of an abusive military-industrial complex.  It’s become clear that’s exactly what we’re seeing in our world today.  Widely publicized leaks by heroic whistle-blowers like Edward Snowden, Julian Assange, Seth Rich, and many others have repeatedly told us and even demonstrated that these intelligence-gathering and sharing platforms aren’t safe—in fact, the evidence is quickly mounting to show that they are hopelessly corrupt.  Just imagine if a modern-day “Hitler” were to have access to these hugely personal repositories of data!  The very real possibilities are shocking and equally horrific.

Some skeptics might argue that this is mere speculation—or even a “conspiracy theory” but I’ve seen the effects of it firsthand.  I’ve already mentioned in previous posts how hordes of online troublemakers and the media have tried to interfere with and even dismantle the Q Movement.  While Q is just one small piece of a much larger spiritual consciousness shift (also sometimes referred to as “The Great Awakening”) it nonetheless plays a vital part in our human evolutionary process.

As part of my own effort to support this “Awakening” I took to Twitter, not just for news and information, but to speak out against the Deep State and its messages of hatred and fear.  I created hundreds of memes, shared positive thoughts, and tried to assist others in their own awakening process.  I openly supported President Trump, the Q Movement, and advocated strongly for the preservation of the United States Constitution and its protection of our Rights.

Because my views were largely conservative in nature, I suffered immediate backlash.  In the first two weeks after opening my account, Twitter suspended my account three times for so-called “suspicious” activity.  At no time did I engage in anything that could even be remotely considered hate or racist speech, inciting or encouraging violence, or making threats.  To the contrary—my material was largely denouncing and discouraging these things!  In all three cases, Twitter was forced to admit that they “made a mistake” and restore my account.

Just recently however, this censorship has reached a fever pitch.  While many other conservative voices were similarly silenced, I and many others noticed quite obvious interference with our accounts.  I was able to determine through a third-party testing service that I and many others were being “shadow-banned” by Twitter.  This simply meant that our posts were being actively suppressed by the social media system.  To us, everything appeared normal—but many others would be unable to search for or find our posts.  I also noticed very large and telltale drops in the numbers of reader “likes” and “re-tweet” notifications for my posts.  Not surprisingly, these occurred most frequently and significantly when I posted anything relating to “Q”, ped0philia, S@t@nism, or W@lt Di$ney (I’ve replaced some letters with symbols in an effort to prevent similar suppression of this post).

I and many others have noticed that accounts belonging to those who frequently condone violence, hate speech, and other divisive or unlawful acts remain active and unrestricted.  This should certainly beg the question, why is that?  Why would those calling for Unity, Justice, and Truth be censored—while those who call for the opposite are free to spread their messages of hate and depravity?

Just last week, in response to this blatant censorship and interference, I tried to speak out.  After several posts calling attention to obvious “1llum1nat1” symbolism in a new Di$ney movie poster, my account was immediately suspended.  Despite my efforts to have it reinstated, I’ve not yet been able to do so.  To see these posts yourself, please feel free to visit my page there (under the pseudonym “StormChaser126”):

Because of this social media harassment, I was compelled to open an alternate social media account at  Please feel free to visit my page there:

Finally, I must say that I’m actually grateful that I’ve encountered all this resistance.  As much of a challenge as it has presented, it’s only made me a great deal wiser and stronger.  It’s also helped motivate me to return to this blog and start writing again!

In closing, I wish to leave you all with a very important and positive message.  Despite all this obvious Deep State interference, there is no doubt that the many Patriots who are fighting for our Rights and Freedom will win.  In fact, I’m certain that we already have.  Just as Dorothy and her friends exposed the “Great and Powerful Wizard” behind the curtain in the 1939 movie, “The Wizard of Oz”, these modern day Patriots are brilliantly exposing the Deep State and its hidden workings.  The resistance we’re seeing is simply the last throes of an ancient system of control that is being exposed and quickly dying as an awakened public collectively denounces it.

So now that our old, familiar control system is crumbling away, we are free to choose—without limitation! I’m reminded of a blog post I wrote back in January, 2015, when I wrote about our choice to create a brand-new future—one which could be forged, not through struggle or hardship, but through Ease and Grace.  It was entitled, “Vision for a New Earth”.  I’ll post the link here, just in case you’d like to read it yourself:

With the theme of that post in mind, I’d like to ask another question.

What kind of future do YOU wish to create?

Love Always,


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Meme featuring a frequent “Q” quote, “Dark to Light”, posted on the Internet.


Since the first “Q” messages were posted on October 28, 2017, there have been nearly 1,900 of them accredited to that source to date.  I’ve followed them from very nearly the beginning and, based upon my own independent exploration of related subjects over the last few years (beginning in earnest around 2012), I’ve found the information in and of itself to be quite compelling.

To distill the Q assertions into one easy-to-swallow “red pill”, they are simply this.  Our world is ultimately controlled, governed, and exploited by a thoroughly corrupted, elite, and evil “Deep State” organization.  Many of its highest echelons are heavily involved in Satanic practices, as well as the perhaps “lesser” activities of human trafficking, financial manipulation, and the proliferation of illegal drugs and crime.  Lower level subordinates (who often occupy high positions in modern society) are often forced to cooperate through blackmail, coercion, or threats to their safety and families.  The remainder (members of a largely unaware public) are simply manipulated into complacency through distraction, addiction, or the manipulation of public opinion through the mainstream media and so-called “popular culture”, as well as many of our most trusted institutions.

The darkness of this “Deep State” has thoroughly infested our cultures, institutions, corporations, homes, and even our own individual psyches.  Evidence of its vile existence is everywhere—and for those who have finally awakened to its presence and have eyes to see, its existence can no longer be denied.  While much of the battle against it now seems to be waged in the highly charged political environment of the United States, it is indeed global—and it’s a very deeply entrenched illness.  It’s highly sophisticated, multi-layered, and it directly affects all of us and our world.

While the idea of an unopposed “Deep State” may be frightening to or rejected as “fantasy” by many, the good news is that most of humanity is finally awakening to it.  People are finally starting to see through the veil of lies, disinformation, and persuasion that has hidden its existence for so long.  The vast majority of people in trusted positions such as our governments, military, police, and other public services are honest, hard-working citizens.  A much smaller number of these are fully aware of what was—and is currently transpiring.  Like Q, they hold themselves to the highest ideals and standards.  Like the rest of us, the cards had been heavily stacked against them and they had to remain silent or suffer severe consequences.  But now, the energetic tide has turned.  Many are finally able to speak out.  Many are joining together to oppose the Deep State.  They are True Patriots and will never surrender.  Q asks us to trust them, just as we must ultimately trust ourselves and each other.  To quote two often quoted Q phrases, “Trust the Plan” and “Where We Go One, We Go All.”

Another very important point to remember is that the apparent chaos and violent resistance we’re witnessing today is merely a symptom.  It’s a very clear sign that this desperate and rapidly dying evil has lost control.  The obvious increase in hateful rhetoric, divisiveness, and even violence has only become necessary because the “Deep State” status quo has become not only challenged, but gravely threatened.  It’s a sign that this despicable darkness is now having to openly fight for its very survival.  It’s essential for us to understand that, at its core, this isn’t just a struggle between “right” or “left”, “Republican” or “Democrat”, or even “Conservative” or “Liberal”.  The corruption lies at all levels and on both sides of our institutions world-wide.  “Deep State” is pitting all sides against one anotheras it has always done, in order to sustain itself.

Make no mistake about it, this is most certainly a spiritual battle as well.  From a psychological and metaphysical viewpoint, much of the conflict we’re seeing is merely a reflection of what has always been present, but deeply hidden within the collective consciousness of Humanity—and indeed ourselves.  This is a wonderful opportunity for us to bring Darkness to Light, look closely at the things we’re being shown, and perhaps choose to resolveor even heal them.  Although the Deep State has made every effort to hide it from us (they prefer to keep the knowledge of this to themselves), we actually have tremendous power.  We not only have the choice between “Good” and “Evil”, we have infinite choice!  As long as we remain locked in a paradigm of choosing between two opposing factions (“right” or “left”, etc.), we remain locked in their contrived matrix of “Duality”.

If that’s the case then, how do we free ourselves?

Perhaps we can recognize the value of ALL CHOICES and simply choose to support only those thoughts, words, and actions that we feel are best in any given moment.

With that said, let me get back to the topic at hand—Q.  The recent and obviously well-coordinated mainstream media assault on the Q Movement is clearly one that attempts to paint all involved as “deranged and dangerous conspiracy theorists”.  Quite to the contrary of these claims, I have found Q supporters to be overwhelmingly articulate, sensible, and fiercely loyal to the ideals of “Liberty and Justice for All” (to borrow a phrase)—and not just for the benefit of a “chosen” or elite few.  Their sense of “Patriotism” isn’t simply reserved for or directed to the United States alone, it’s intended to support complete Freedom for Humanity.

The mainstream media claims against the Q Movement are not only patently false, they have only strengthened my own resolve to seek and find the Ultimate Truth.  In fact, when one considers the motivation of mainstream media (i.e., “Fake News”) to continue pressing its own “Deep State” message, this assault not only lends credence to the legitimacy of Q, it signals what must certainly be their extreme state of desperation.  It seems unlikely that the “Deep State” would intentionally bring this information source to broad public attention and risk such serious backlash if it wasn’t absolutely desperate.

If you would like to explore the topic further, I highly recommend the following:

1)  Watch the following brief (14-minute) video entitled, “Q—The Plan To Save The World”.  It provides an excellent summary of the purpose and motivation behind the Q movement.

There is an alternate version here (just in case the first site has been removed or is not available for some reason):

2)  Visit the QAnon page, upon which all accredited Q posts have been archived:

3)  Finally, as I encouraged earlier, please: Question. Research. Decide for yourself.

For now, I’ll leave you with these four posts.  In a few days, I’ll follow up with some more thoughts about the Q Movement–as well as some thoughts about the “Universal” nature of this most interesting “adventure.”  See you then!

Love Always,


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Meme featuring one of the many curious “17” (or “Q”) references posted to the Internet.


As I previously mentioned, lots of things were happening on the “Q”/4-Chan front.  The mysterious “Q” continued making cryptic posts, Anons would question the Q information drops (often referred to as “breadcrumbs”) and a great deal of analysis, discussion, and the ever-present opposition resulted.

For those unfamiliar with the discussion board process on 4-Chan, discussions are only allowed to continue for a limited time.  Once they reach a certain point, most often determined by the number of posts in a discussion, they are “closed” and archived.  For continuity of the discussions, technically savvy Anons (that is, those familiar with the discussion board process) would start a new discussion under the same name.  The new discussion host (or moderator) was often referred to as the “baker” and the new discussion board was known as “fresh bread”.  As each discussion neared its closure point, Anons involved in the discussion would “migrate” over to the new discussion and continue their work.

In addition to the efforts of “trolls” and “shills” to disrupt the process, sometimes disruptors would create new, false discussions as diversions. These new discussions looked like an authentic continuation of the previous discussion, but they were actually run by “TCBTS” opposition.  This allowed them to control the discussion, implant misinformation to others, and even “lock out” genuine contributors from the process.  At times, Anons grew confused by the existence of several such discussion boards—and it often required a high level of discernment to determine which of these boards was genuine.

Fast forward several months to January, 2018.  By then, I had grown tired of sorting through the opposition “garbage” and given up on following 4-Chan myself.  Most of the board discussions seemed to have devolved into a divisive, inflammatory, swamp of name-calling, nonsensical arguments, and enraged accusations that anyone interested in the material was either “fascist” or a “Nazi”.  My understanding is that the “TCBTS” moderators moved the Q discussions over to a different platform (8-Chan) in an effort to provide a bit more security to the discussion process..

I loosely followed some later postings about another notable Anon who became known as “MegaAnon” (also “Meganon” or “Megs”, once she identified herself as a female).  Anons referred to her by that name because of the large amounts of intriguing and supporting information she brought to the Q discussions. From her postings, it appeared to many that she was perhaps connected to Q—or she at least seemed to have some inside knowledge of Q as a group.  Many were quite disappointed when Megs was alleged to have made some wildly irrational posts and then abruptly vanished from the boards.

All the while, questions remained.  Who was Q?  Was Q legitimate—or just a “LARP” (an acronym for “Live Action Role Player”, otherwise known as a “hoaxer”)?

As time went on, I periodically checked for updated Q information.  Many online sources such as Jordan Sather, Tracy Beanz, and SGT Report followed the phenomenon and regularly reported on it through their YouTube channels.  Others in the “Truther” community (those who were highly skeptical of the mainstream “Deep State”-controlled media narrative and seek the truth about current events) offered intriguing and even compelling arguments that all was not as it seemed.  Alternative theories about the Las Vegas Massacre, the Parkland High School Shooting, and other rapidly evolving incidents were abundant.  Many of these actually seemed to make much more sense than the well-coordinated narratives being disseminated by the so-called “legacy media”.

I remained deeply skeptical (if not entirely disbelieving) of many of the answers I received from these mainstream sources, so I turned to Twitter and alternative media for a different perspective.  Although much of their reporting seemed to be sensationalized and there seemed to be a significant amount of disinformation mixed in, these were some of the only places I could find answers to any of my questions that even remotely seemed to make sense.

Through it all, one of the key points that stood out for me was that the Deep State machine had openly declared war upon the new President of the United States, Donald J. Trump—as well as all of his supporters. Their relentless media blitzes denigrated the new President, severely undermined everything he did, and seemed determined to incite frustrated Clinton supporters into open resistance—if not outright violence.  The media cried out for impeachment of President Trump, a resurgence of gun control measures, dismantling of the Immigration and Customs Enforcement Agency (ICE), open national borders, and the immediate silencing of any dissenting opinions or discourse.  President Trump fought back by labeling the mainstream media “Fake News” and sidestepped the media bottleneck by sending direct communications to the public through his Twitter social media account (and, presumably, the Q posts).

As the Deep State media pushed its openly biased agenda of division, intolerance, and fear, those who believed their message rose up in anger.  Almost overnight, anyone who disagreed with the Deep State narrative suddenly became a target.  Increasing violence and open resistance to anything even remotely deemed as “conservative” was their rallying cry and frustrated, misguided individuals responded in kind.  Angry resistors lashed out at conservatives and Trump supporters alike, publicly harassing or bullying them–and even physically attacking them at times.  Antifa (a protest group claiming to be “Anti-Fascist”) increased their presence at protests and rallies and their tactics often devolved into extreme acts of violence and vandalism.

All the while—and well in the background, Q and the Anons quietly continued their work.  Q posted and Anons researched.  Despite what must certainly have been millions of man-hours spent, thousands (or even tens of thousands) of skeptical Anons were never able to discredit Q or offer any compelling evidence against its legitimacy.  In fact, many of the data points and ever-mounting “coincidences” only seemed to support it.

For a comprehensive look at much of this supporting evidence, I suggest visiting the following website:

For me, one of the most compelling arguments in support of Q was the highly curious use of very subtle and apparently coded communications that seemed to be exchanged between President Trump and the Deep State.  From the growing number of these “coincidental” circumstances, words, and numbers, it become obvious  that the President and the Q team were using “plays from the Deep State playbook” to communicate covertly—despite the fact that these exchanges were being made in full view of the public.  This is actually one of the many well-known ways that so-called secret societies (such as the Illuminati) operate.  They use symbolism and “hidden” meanings to openly express their intentions and principles, then ridicule or discredit anyone who points this out or speaks out against them.  Quite frequently this involves labeling the challengers as being “crazy conspiracy theorists”.

To help illustrate this “veiled” method of communications, lets’ take the number “17” for example.   I had already noticed how often this number seemed to be coming up in unusual ways and this particular aspect of the Q phenomenon has perhaps gained more public attention than many others.  It was this specific “coincidence”, in fact, that proved to be my own personal proof of Q’s legitimacy.

In English Ordinal Gematria (where letters are substituted with numbers to create a simple alphanumeric code or cipher), the letter “Q” equals the number “17”.  The number of times this number had curiously appeared in recent Q-related events seemed to make it highly relevant.  First, there was the fact that President Trump had been presented with two jerseys from two different professional sports teams.  While it has been a well known tradition for the President to receive his presidential number on such occasions (as the 45th President, President Trump’s presidential number is “45”, for example), both jerseys curiously and inexplicably bore the number “17”.  Second, on at least two separate occasions, President Trump had made unusual comments using this number.  In one Tweet on social media, he specifically referred to “Mueller and the 17 Angry Democrats”.  And again, in an online article, he commented about the “17 guys” (Republicans) against whom he was running for office.  In all fairness, I must also add that this particular article was rather coincidentally posted by the Washington Post on January 17, 2017.

Interestingly enough, as I was just typing the above and briefly consulted the Internet to “fact-check” myself, I was surprised to discover yet another strange “17” reference.  A CNN Politics article dated December 29, 2017, apparently displayed the headline, “President Trump’s 2017, in 17 tweets”.

That’s just too funny, don’t you think?

As Q often asks, “Do you believe in coincidences?

Although I had known about the use of “17” on the jerseys and Trump’s Tweet for some time, I still wasn’t completely certain about Q.  My moment of certainty came suddenly and quite unexpectedly when President Trump was addressing a large crowd of supporters at the Tampa Republican Rally on July 31, 2018.  In front of this crowd, many of whom were prominently displaying “Q” signs and wearing “Q” t-shirts, President Trump commented that he had only been to Washington D.C. about 17 times.  While this in itself wasn’t unusual, the fact that he repeated this statement four times was.  Furthermore, on the third time, he slowed his rate of speech and used his hand to carefully emphasize his words.  At that moment he said, “Again…I’ve only been here about 17 times.”

You can see him making this statement yourself in the following brief video clip:

I’d been watching the coverage on TV at home while my wife was cooking dinner.  The President’s use of the “17” immediately caught my attention, so I excitedly mentioned it to her.  I then replayed the segment several times so we could listen carefully.  It was obvious to both of us that his wording and the emphasis he gave it were no mistake.  Even my wife, who up until that point had been highly skeptical of the Q idea, became completely convinced of its validity at that moment.

It just so happens to be that one of my favorite Q quotes is this one: “How many coincidences before it becomes mathematically impossible?”

At this point, at least for me, it was enough.

I’ll post more tomorrow.

Love Always,


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Another meme from social media which asks a very important question.


Before I get too far into things, I suppose I should explain how I “stumbled” across the “Q” phenomenon in the first place. As many of my subscribers may have noticed, I took a bit of a break from my blog and was just living life like everyone else.  I went to work every day, paid bills, busied myself with family concerns, and went about my everyday business.

In my spare time, however, I continued exploring the deeper, “esoteric” mysteries of life.  I read scores of books and articles, watched hundreds of videos, and had countless discussions with like-minded people online.  One of the main purposes of this effort, I would eventually discover, was to open my mind to even greater possibilities.  My research served to stretch my conscious awareness of things around me, expand my consciousness, and sharpen my own discernment abilities (that is, to help me better develop my own sense of intuition and inner guidance).

In the first week of November 2017, I became aware of some discussions that had been unfolding on an Internet discussion board called 4-Chan.  The platform was an online community wherein people (known as “Anons”) could join and anonymously post comments, discuss matters of all kinds, and share almost anything without restriction.  When I first joined, one of the topics of interest was the recent “drop” of several cryptic posts by an Anon who identified him or herself as “Q Clearance Patriot”, or “Q”.  For context, the term “Q Clearance” refers to a very high level of security clearance within the US government.

This series of dedicated discussions was referred to as “The Calm Before The Storm” (or “TCBTS”).  The ongoing conversation focused primarily on the alleged wrongdoings of former presidential candidate Hillary Rodham Clinton and former president Barack Hussein Obama, as well as the existence and operation of a shadowy and vile “Deep State” (or global “shadow government”).  The discussion board name referenced a cryptic statement President Trump made on October 6, 2017 when he hosted a dinner for US military leaders and their spouses at the White House.  While the group was gathered for photographs under a portrait of President Abraham Lincoln, President Trump asked media representatives, “Do you guys know what this represents?”  He then stated, in part, “Maybe it’s the calm before the storm.”  After his statement, when photographers asked what he meant by “the storm”, the President vaguely replied, “You’ll find out.”

Here is a short video clip of his statement:

Just now, as I was typing this blog post, I wondered about what significance there could be (if any) to the fact that this group had posed under the Lincoln portrait.  I recalled Lincoln once referred to a coming storm as well—and it was this quote that had once been reportedly found during a clean-up of Air Force One, presumably hand-written on a slip of paper by President John F. Kennedy.  It was one of Kennedy’s favorite quotes and it was also part of a speech he made on October 22, 1960, while he was still a candidate for the Presidency.  I’d be remiss if I didn’t mention that, by some strange twist of fate, President Kennedy’s Secretary (the one who found this slip of paper) was named Evelyn Lincoln.

Seriously, how ironic is that?

The quote read, “I know there is a God, and that He hates injustice and slavery. I see the storm coming, and I know that his hand is in it. If He has a place and work for me – and I think He has – I believe I am ready.” Lincoln is credited for saying these words in the book, “The Life of Abraham Lincoln”, written by Joseph Gilbert Holland and published in 1886.

This quote has special meaning for me as well, because I found it (rather coincidentally, I might add) in a similarly hand-written note on the last page of a book I inherited from my paternal grandmother.  The book was entitled, “A Gift of Prophecy: The Phenomenal Jeane Dixon”, and it was written by Ruth Montgomery and published in 1965.  The book tells the story of then-famous psychic, Jeane Dixon, who foresaw Kennedy’s assassination several days before it actually occurred.  Interestingly, there are several other references to President Lincoln in the book, including several instances where Lincoln participated in a séance or was counseled by psychic Nettie Colburn at the urging of his wife, Mary Todd Lincoln.

But I digress.  For the Anons in this discussion, the meaning of President Trump’s “storm” reference seemed abundantly clear.  They concluded that it was his veiled way of putting the “Deep State” and its operatives on notice.  They felt it was his covert way of informing them that he and an alliance of “white hats” (or “good guys”) would soon be coming after them in a concerted campaign to ensure that they would be held accountable for their actions and that justice would be served.

Since I had long held an interest in cosmology, metaphysics, and related topics, much of my research naturally touched on the workings of many occult and esoteric organizations.  Groups such as the Essenes, Ancient Mystery Schools, Rosicrucians, Skull and Bones Society, Freemasons, and the “Illuminati” were frequently referenced in these studies. Therefore, I wasn’t at all surprised to see many, many apparent connections between the concept of a “Deep State” and some of the “darker” of these so-called secret societies.  In fact, from a much broader spiritual perspective, the idea that Satanism could be intertwined with a corrupt and controlling “Deep State” actually made perfect sense.  It also became quite clear to me that this wasn’t just an issue we’d been dealing with for decades or generations, it was one that had actually been plaguing humanity for millennia.

The ‘”TCBTS” discussions piqued my interest and I spent as much time as I could “lurking” on the board (that is, reading or following along and only rarely posting).  I learned that Q had recently posted a number of times and presented intriguing questions that sparked Anons into a flurry of activity.  They wanted not only to discover the truth by researching and answering these questions, they desperately wanted to verify whether or not Q was who he (or she) claimed to be—a legitimate US government insider.

For several months, I watched as Anons analyzed Q’s posts, asked logical questions, shared information from their own intensive research, and worked together to find answers.  It quickly became obvious that many of those carrying out the research were serious and dedicated people from all walks of life.  Their logical and knowledgeable posts indicated they were well-educated, had a wealth of experience from prior military or government service, and a knack for analyzing data.  Others however, were not nearly as well meaning or informed.

Through all the 4Chan interactions there seemed to be an increasing number of troublemakers who were obviously intent upon interfering with the investigative process.  These anonymous posters issued endless streams of visual and verbal garbage that included hate speech, pornography, and extremely inflammatory and divisive material.  Perhaps not so strangely, Anons noted that the most prolific attacks always seemed to come whenever Satanism or Satanic practices, references to “Walt Disney” and his works, or child sexual abuse were discussed.  This concerted interference made it quite difficult for newcomers to follow the legitimate investigative process—and many of the newcomers simply gave up.  The more serious of the Anons referred to these disruptors as “trolls” or “shills” and surmised that some of them had most assuredly been paid (presumably by the corrupted “Deep State”) to obstruct their grassroots discovery effort.

Despite the many questions to which Anons found answers, there were many more that remained.  The most important of these seemed to be:

      Who was Q? And,

      Why would a government official post cryptic messages on a “fringe”, unregulated discussion board?

Those were my questions too—and it wasn’t too long before we seemed to have at least some of the answers.

I’ll post more tomorrow.


Who–or What, Is Q?

Just one of many “Q”-related memes circulating the Internet and social media today.


Those of you who have been following me for any time (indeed, if any of you are still around after my long absence) know that I usually delve into many of the “big” questions. You know, the ones like:

      What is the true nature of life?

      Who are we?

      Why are we here?

      Is there something more for us to experience after we die?

Well, I have another question for you.

      Who–or what is “QAnon”?

Believe it or not, this question could prove to be one of the most important questions you ever ask yourself in this lifetime!

Why?  You might ask.

I’ll eventually lead you to the answer, but for now, let me ask a few more questions.

       Do you believe our physical reality is all there is, or is there something more to it?

      Could our reality be some sort of “illusion” or “game” that our soul is playing?

      Could our reality be part of a much bigger picture—one that helps determine our future?

In this open-ended series of blog posts, we’ll take a closer look at the “Q” phenomenon.  My goal is to help you, and perhaps others, to make more sense of this movement and gain greater insight as to how it may relate to our present human experience—and perhaps even beyond.

As we go, I’ll ask you to try and keep an open mind.  If the information resonates with you, great!  If it doesn’t, that’s perfectly OK too.  I’ve written about “discernment” before and a part of that is taking what’s of value from something and disregarding the rest.  Through it all, I’d encourage you to question, research, then ultimately decide for yourself.

It may be a rather bumpy ride, so to quote “Q” directly, “Buckle up.”

Interested?  Then stay with me.  I’ll post more tomorrow.


An Evening With Theresa Caputo (The Long Island Medium)

Despite the evening’s uncomfortable heat, Theresa’s show was an unforgettable and fun experience!

Well, I can’t say enough how GREAT the show was! Despite some serious issues with the venue, Theresa was “spot-on” and I have a whole new respect for her and her work! The show was held in an outdoor concert-type venue at a the Thunder Valley Casino (a Native American-run casino). Unfortunately, the venue itself was quite poor (this made even worse by the weather). There was a crowd of about 5,000 folks at the sold-out show–and for the minimum ticket price of about $70.00, we were sitting on aluminum bleachers (about the most uncomfortable seating arrangements possible). Even the higher-priced ticket holders were seated on ordinary folding chairs!

My family and I arrived several hours early and had planned on relaxing a bit, having a drink and a leisurely dinner, then enjoying the show but, alas, that was not to be. The casino was huge and positively PACKED with people. It was polluted with second-hand cigarette smoke (you couldn’t avoid it–even outside), and there were hour-long waits just to get a table at one of only a few extremely over-priced restaurants on-site. Out of desperation, we stood in line for a half-hour in their “fast-food court”, couldn’t find a table, and half our party (including me) had to stand while eating our micro-waved personal pizzas.

Since we couldn’t find any place to have an “adult beverage” and sit or relax, we went outside (in nearly 100-degree heat) to stand in line and wait for the amphitheater to open. The wind coming off the parking lot was like a blast-furnace! After standing in the sun for nearly 45 minutes, they finally opened the gates and everyone filtered in. They had obviously over-booked the facility, because the bleachers were full–and people kept streaming in and squeezing in anywhere they could possibly fit. Fortunately, by the time we found seats, the sun had started to set and the bleachers were in the shade. Despite a (thankfully) cool breeze that kicked in, at least two people keeled over during the show and had to be taken away by ambulance.

When the show started (30 minutes AFTER the scheduled 7:30 start), Theresa finally made her appearance. She was HILARIOUS! Some parts of her show might not be appreciated by those who are offended by foul language–as she let out several “F-bombs” and a string of “sh&ts” in the first five minutes! By her own admission, she “cusses like a sailor”…but if one can find their way past that (or appreciates that kind of frankness as I do), the show is awesome! During the show, Theresa poked fun with some of the “spirits” who came through and their loved ones, complained good-naturedly about the California mosquitos (including one that “bit her on her a$$–even through her Spanx), and the nearly unbearable heat.  Theresa’s sparkling personality and uniquely high-pitched giggles had everyone charmed from the first moment she appeared.

Apparently, this was Theresa’s first group reading with such a large crowd–and my wife and I were wondering how on earth she would be able to channel with over 5,000 people (and their “spiritual entourages”) present. But she stepped down from the stage and worked her way around the aisles like the pro that she is. The audio was great and we could not only see Theresa and the camera crew making their way around in person (albeit at a distance)–we could also see her and the people for whom she was reading quite well on the large screens behind the stage. Despite her funny comments to the contrary (about her “a$$” appearing much too big on the wide screen), Theresa looked great in a simple, but elegant black dress and sparkling silver shoes.

Just as she does on her TV show, as she made her way around the crowd she’d feel drawn to one or two nearby folks, connect to and communicate with Spirit, convey many healing messages from those “on the other side”, and had many of those for whom she channeled (and much of the audience too) in tears. One man, who had apparently lost his son in an accident (and whose own life was spared in the same accident) had come to the show as a skeptic–and as one who obviously carried a great deal of guilt and anger. It was readily apparent however, that by the time Theresa and his son’s spirit were through with him, he was in an entirely new place. You could see his emotional reaction on the screen and almost feel his relief as Theresa gave him a big (and self-admitted “sweaty”) hug for his son’s spirit.  I was actually amazed at how she and these messages could connect with even those at the fringes of the crowd. I’m pretty sure that, by the end of the night, there wasn’t one person who hadn’t experienced at least one sniffle-inducing, throat-catching, or misty-eyed moment. In fact, I’m pretty sure my sister-in-law went through at least one package of disposable tissues!

There were quite a few other funny moments in the show that I really appreciated–and to me, they only reinforced that Theresa is the genuine article. She’s clearly a caring, loving person, with an amazing gift…and I’m so glad she’s chosen to share it. In one funny moment, someone made a comment about her fingernails. She mentioned how some people actually seem offended by them, then started rubbing and scratching one of the audience members’ back with them. She joked about how great they are for scratching peoples’ backs and expressed disappointment that no one was scratching hers. The audience erupted in laughter when a nearby gentleman eagerly stood up and, a bit too quickly, offered to do it.

Another hilarious moment happened when a kind lady noticed how Theresa seemed to be tiring a bit in the heat. She offered her seat to Theresa during the reading, but instead, Theresa settled herself down on this kind soul’s lap and joked about how comfortable it was. Then she asked the woman if the bottled water next to the seat was hers. When the woman replied that it was, Theresa unceremoniously helped herself and drank half of it. Then she made some more humorous comments–and nearly drained the rest of the bottle! While the actions may seem a bit “cheeky” to some, it all seemed perfectly natural and only helped endear her, almost as family, to the crowd.

Despite the distractions from the incredibly uncomfortable seating (and the frequent sound of plastic water bottles falling to the ground from the high bleachers), the show was WONDERFUL. Theresa’s quirky sense of humor and her heartfelt communications made the time go by quickly. While I may never again go to this venue, if I have another opportunity to see Theresa in person in a more intimate or comfortable setting, I’ll go in a heartbeat!

Theresa and Spirit–YOU ROCK!!!

Love Always,


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